Me: depression isn’t bothering me
Me: *forgets to eat, either sleeps too much or not at all, feels nothing 90% of the time, doesn’t change clothes for 8 days*
Me: positive vibes ✌
*anxious at night*
next day: “haha boy that was a silly thing to be anxious about”
that night: “OR WAS IT”
*is still v excited about books but doesn’t have the motivation or concentration to read like I used to*
so i’m watching stranger things rn and honestly? bless this diner guy
why can’t i enjoy nice things
*wants to read* *doesnt read*
*wants to draw* *doesnt draw*
*wants to study a language* *doesnt study the language*
*wants to watch new movies* *doesnt watch new movies*
*wants to do stuff i like and enjoy* *doesnt*
I don’t do anything with my life except romanticize and decay with indecision.
